Talking....

I am just noticing something about myself. I must have been in denial before or something but I want to learn how to change it. I really noticed when I went home this last time. It was the big Pioneer Celebration. Quite a few people come home to celebrate with their families. Some people I haven't talked to since high school. I find it really hard to approach people that I haven't seen in years. It's not like these people are strangers, but yet they are. I haven't seen them in years and lives change. I want to talk to these people but it is like something inside me is to scared so I almost avoid people so I can avoid an awkward moment. I came home feeling like I missed out on a lot moments that could have been great. So how do I get past this fear? I am just going to have to start with one person at a time. Hopefully it will just get easier every time. Any suggestions from anyone?